Thursday, 27 November 2014

The end of the Tail

Today was farewell day. Even when I arrived at the farm this morning Carats seemed unsettled and I am sure he knew something was going on today.

We arrived around 11am at his beautiful new home in the Wiltshire hills and Carats and Herbie started neighing at each other- Herbies eyes almost jumped out of his head when he realised he knew the horse on the trailer! After a very excited snuffle of each other Herbie (with Jenni on the other end of the lead rope) pranced all the way to the field with Myself and Carats following along behind, as always my C took it all in his stride. They had a good canter around, made faces at each other and settled down to eat, as if they had never been apart.

I shed a few tears when it was time to say goodbye but shared some wonderful stories with Jenni about the naughty orange pony and I left smiling, knowing he would be just fine.

He will leave a big hole in my life, and as I sit here and write this the tears start to fall again, he is truly a special horse and we were meant to have each other, if only for a short time.

A large and liquid eye...the swirl of dust around pounding hooves...these, then, are the images that move us.
Author Unknown


Thursday, 20 November 2014

The sad truth of PSD; the penultimate post.

I have spent the last few months mentally battling with myself over Carats soundness. I have spoken to friends constantly and have tried to think as positively as possible.

Last week I hacked him down the road and he felt really off. After his out of charecter behaviour over the last few weeks I realised I had to get this straight for once and for all if he was feeling any pain or not. I called the vets and they managed to squeeze me in on a end of day appointment.

My fantastic vet came out and we trotted him up, he could see straight away that he wasn't quite right and flexion tests confirmed that my boy was indeed quite sore. We lunged him and it was obvious straight away that he just couldn't use his back right correctly and was dragging it and not lifting through. The vet nerve blocked him to see what/ if any difference that made. After a rest we trotted up and lunged again, although he wasn't totally sound still there was a marked improvement to show that the suspensory issue was still there.

Carats definitely improved for a while, after a long rest period and very gentle hacking (walk and no hills) he started to feel ok again. However, with upping his work load to include longer hacks, hills and trot work he just couldn't cope. After much thought and discussion we decided the best thing to do for him would be to retire him with the hope that he can have a long and happy good few years, eating grass and cantering round the fields.

My happy boy on our last hack
I am still in contact with his first ever owner. Jenni had Carats from when he was newborn and has always offered him a retirement home should he need it. When I got Carats I never thought we would be taking that option, let alone in just over a years time but here we are. Jenni said she would love to bring Carats home. She still has Carats best ever friend Herbie, he hasn't bonded with any other horse since I owned him and I wonder if he has just been waiting for his friend all this time.

So, next week Carats will be going back home. In the year I have owned him he has cost us a small fortune but he has given me so much. I have done my first dressage competition, my first fun ride. Learned to lunge, long rein and care for my own horse. We've jumped, dressaged, hacked and galloped. He is true and kind and I am going to miss him so much.

This blog will be closed once he goes, but I will do one last post after this to let you know about his trip and arrival back to Jenni and Herbie.

On Tuesday it was a gorgeous summers day and we decided to do one last hack, we avoided hills and mud and just had a potter up to the canal in the bareback pad. Carats was perfectly behaved and strode out smiling. I am sure he knew, he just stayed by the canal for a long time and chilled while he stuffed some grass. It really was a lovely final ride, I am sure, somehow he knew.

Friday, 7 November 2014

Oh My!

Well, I have had a rather interesting time hacking this week. After saying how chilled Carats was not going out in the field we have had rearing and broncing on hacks! He has been quite the character and quite naughty but always stops when he feels me start to become unbalanced... well so far anyway! We are not quite sure whats caused it, not going out, pain, change in weather or my bad riding :( But I will keep an eye on how he goes.

He was much better today on a short hack and my friend who is a more experienced rider than me is going to take him out solo this weekend to see what happens!

Other than that I am now trying yet MORE new bedding. This is a soft chip type bedding which is 100% Miscanthacus called Burlybed, its stocked locally and shouldn't move about as much as the hemp which although is pretty, just didn't work in our stables.

Fun week riding- legs are soooooo sore! :)

Wednesday, 5 November 2014

On the safe side

Carats seems to be doing well still. As a precaution and after a discussion with my vet, he is being kept off the mud and out the fields.

Evie, Rambo & Carats
He currently spends his day bumbling around the large wood chip arena and stuffing hay which makes him very happy. If we didn't have access to the chip it would be a different story as I don't think it is fair to keep horses stabled 24/7 long term and I would have to risk turnout. However our fields get very, very wet and we have the option of chip turnout so I would be crazy to risk him in the mud.

Mostly he has been his usual happy self. Today we had a blip out hacking and he was very fresh which is not like him at all. I had taken him out in the bareback pad to allow his back to stay free, he was so naughty that I ended up having to get off and lead him for a bit (didn't want to end up in the mud) but he was still silly even being led! It may well be the change in weather and diet affecting him too so will see how he is tomorrow!

Nice to ride a happy, excited and forward boy though :) x

Friday, 17 October 2014

Bedding Blues!

Well, I am sure most of you who own horses know the ups and downs of different beddings. Just when I think its all perfect I find a problem with my new choice!

Carats was bedded on straw all last winter. I experimented with different mixes, trying deep littering with a base of Equibed. Full muck out on just straw etc etc. This summer the stench of straw finally got to me and I decided to try a new bedding.

After lots of research I switched C onto straw pellets. Throughout the end of the summer it worked perfectly. He was in during the day and out at night and I just had to pick up the poo which was always in one lump and dig out the wet patch with a shovel. I was over the moon with the bedding, super fast and clean.

The is one complication that we have in the bedding issue. We have fantastic stables with little courtyards at the back. Whilst this is amazing for the horses, it does mean that there is lots of in and out from each horse. Carats switched to nights in and the rain started as did the issues with the straw pellets. I noticed that he as his feet were getting wet, the pellets (which become almost sand like) stuck to his feet and compacted in his hooves and got stomped and kicked all outside. This in turn became a solid wet sand mush all over his courtyard and was heavy and very difficult to clean up. On top of this he would stomp the stuff all over the yard when he came out, even if I had just picked his feet out. I couldn't have it too deep as more just got kicked out because of the shape of our stables but holes were appearing in his bed in the mornings and the wee had spread in the patches that weren't thick enough which isn't nice for him to stand in or lay in.

So... the search began for another option. I didn't want to lose the pellets as the absorbency is amazing but needed something else to put on the top. I didn't want to revert to straw as its messy, heavy and non absorbent. Shavings weren't ideal as the flakes are tricky to sieve with the straw pellets and get stuck in tails etc, the absorbency is also low. I considered Auboise but it was cost prohibitive as were a few other alike beddings. Finally I found out about flax/ hemp bedding. On a plus side our local Scats store stocked Hippofan Flax, so I could try a few bags without investing in lots of stock. So, it is now laid, fresh and ready for Carats to destroy it! Watch this space for how it goes!

Wednesday, 8 October 2014

Fit or Fat

So, since my last post I have been working hard on Carats fitness. I want to get him stronger and fitter and he really needs to lose a little weight!

We are incredibly lucky to have acres and acres of grazing which at the moment we only have three horses on. Its fantastic but it does mean that there is no lack of grass for Mr C to stuff his face with... and stuff he does.

He is overweight at the moment and as restricting him where we are is very difficult I just need to try to work him a little more to burn off the calories. He has been doing more and more but not pushing too fast too quickly as I don't want him to break again. He has been hacking a lot, hill work and introducing more and more trot over the last month and is now starting more canter work as he is finding the trot work much easier. He also has been doing lots of long reining and a small amount or lunge work but only when the footing is right and in very large circles.

He also has a routine to help keep his back soft as he is so much more free to ride, and I think there will be less strain on his suspensories if he is using his back more. He has the back massage pad on pretty much every time before he is worked. We always start with lots of active walking before anything else and end the same way. After work he gets a proper groom and rub down and doesn't seem to stiffen up with this. I loved this grooming routine that I was recommended by a friend.

Some days he has the grump about having to walk out and work and other days he loves it. I am really happy with his progression so far. Fingers crossed he stays sound!!!

Finally we recently had a professional photo shoot with Sean Cameron. Sean is fantastic and has done Dog Agility photos etc for me in the past, he is also affordable which makes a huge difference! I will be posting and updating some of the photos over the next few blog posts.



Thursday, 25 September 2014

Monkey!

Well Carats was totally awful hacking today, staring at everything, not going off my leg then not listening to downward transitions either. Just in la la land!

He'd been so terrible that I decided I had to give him a little school in the field on the way home. He was fabulous! Soft, forward and totally switched on! Wtf ?!?

He is so naughty!


Monday, 22 September 2014

Up, Down and round and round

Well, its been a hectic month or so since I last posted.

I have been up and down with C, from thinking he's sound, to lame, to sound again. I haven't updated the blog as was feeling really negative about many things surrounding him and I didn't want this blog to become somewhere I whinge, moan and doom and gloom on. This was always meant to be a cathartic blog and a diary of rehab, and feeling as blue about everything as I have I thought best I just put down the keyboard and step away from my Mac.

However, I'm back! I have decided to get over myself and blog about the good, bad and ugly if I can.

I won't bore you with long stories about riding on Greenham, not riding, stressing, crying, laughing and arguing. What I will say is that I feel like we have been on quite a journey together. Thankfully it isn't over yet.

Carats, right now, at this point seems sound! I am working very hard on building him up now after some great advice and straight talking from a few good friends.

My beautiful, funny and slightly porky horse continues to entertain me every day. Onwards and upwards towards a fitter and less fatter orange pony- watch this space!!!


Wednesday, 25 June 2014

Gate Dude!

Another hack to Greenham today- he feels better yet again!

Gates!
Today we nannied Louisa on Gilly up to the common. As Louisa hasn't done gates yet and its her first proper ride in about a year I wasn't cruel enough to make her do gates. That meant either hopping off and back on C or having a crack at opening and then holding the gate open each way. My awesome boy only went and cracked it! Turn on the forehand, rein back- what a total awesome dude he is. Gilly was just FANTASTIC for Louisa and Carats was his usual, awesome and just perfect self- so so proud of my pony today!


Tuesday, 24 June 2014

Strength and Stamina

I thought that now would be a good time to update on Carats progression.

Building a little muscle but lacking any top line.
Under the guidance of my fantastic support team we have been gently upping Carats work and turnout. He now has access to a flat, good size area of grass during the day and this is keeping him mobile without putting strain on him.

His hacking has been increased and today he did his first solo circuit on the common with a little trot
work on the flat of the common too. He really enjoyed himself and loves the fact that there are dogs, people, bikes etc on the common- he is super nosy so likes lots of activity. I am really pleased with how he felt, I have been worried about him feeling unlevel and how weak he was but he seems to have progressed through this and is starting to feel much more balanced and even now. The hill is still hard work for him and he can't MARCH up it the whole way but I am happy with him as long as he walks out.

Greenham in the morning haze.
I have taken some photos of him so I can chart his progress, you can see that he is just starting to build a little muscle on his shoulders and hindquarters, he still looks like he has been out of work of course but I won't rush this rehab phase so it will take a long time but he does feel better every time I sit on him.

He is such a wonderful boy and I can't tell you how happy I am to be back on him, he is so totally unflappable and bombproof but still a huge character. Oh and so gorgeous too of course!

Lovin this sunny weather and loving my fab ponio!

Friday, 20 June 2014

Physio

Today Carats had my fantastic physiotherapist Christine out to treat him, we trotted him up and although he wasn't stepping under himself that well, he looked really quite well. His lower back held a little soreness but nothing bad and in fact less back pain than he had the previous times. 

Christine worked on him for quite a while including using the muscle stim unit on him. His behaviour while being treated was fabulous, much better manners than when she last treated him so that was great news too.

Forwards from this point is a balance of hacking under saddle, being led (using roller and bungee that goes round his bum), and rest days too.

He is very weak at the moment and really lacks muscle so the biggest thing is trying to build him up without pushing things, it's time and patience with my boy.

Generally though all good- onwards and upwards! 

Tuesday, 17 June 2014

First Greenham outing

So today we had our first outing on Greenham common, its a fantastic area for rehab as is mostly flat with some little hills they can work on, stone tracks, water etc.

Splashing with Gilly and Neill :)
Carats had felt a little hesitant over the last few days and I am so cautious about him I was wondering if he was sore, we had a look at him and he seemed totally fine so decided to crack on and get him walking and trotting out properly, I can't keep worrying the whole time if he is lazy or sore and have to assume mostly that as he looks sound that he is just feeling full of grass.

I pushed on with him and we have done the hill a few times now. Today was a wonderful day, he felt stronger today going uphill and we did our first little loop on the common- yipeee!

We had a most wonderful time and were nannied out by Neill who borrowed Pippas lovely boy Gilly, we walked around the tracks, avoided the wild ponies and splashed in the water- all in gorgeous sunshine! Happy days :)

Today I am feeling so happy and positive!

Friday, 13 June 2014

Honestly Carats!

So things had been improving with C. We have finally started some hill work. Once he is strong enough to do the hill comfortably then we can get out onto the open area that is Greenham Common and there are a lot of opportunities for strengthening work etc up there.

He has also been allowed more freedom while grazing and we have opened up the long field for him which he was super happy with!

However, one morning I went up and he had a big fat knee! I have no idea what he's done but a few days of rest and cold hosing and thankfully it seems to have gone down.

So, we continue on with the hill work, he is not ready for the full hill yet and find it hard going but as always, he tries his best for me.

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Aaaaaaand...

So Good News. Carats is much sounder than he was last scan, his trot up etc was hugely better and Andrew is happy for us to push on with more rehab. He now has back shoes on and we will do a week of flat walking and then start adding trot work on the flat plus hill work in walk only next week.  We can then start longer trots on the flat before eventually adding in hill trot work and eventually canter work. We will play it day to day and see how he gets on, if he seems reluctant or unlevel then we will rest for a bit and move on again.

I realise of course, that he will never be a 'normal' horse again, he will be treated with kid gloves, kept away from mud and managed throughout the year. His exceptionally laid back temperament allows him to live this way without turning himself inside out. He has of course had a few 'moments; but in the scheme of things he has been impeccable.

We have had a few hilarious moments. There is a new pony at the yard named Chips who the kids are to share for pony club/ lead rein stuff. He is adorable and cheeky as every pony should be. As he is currently going through some rehab work it made sense to lead him off C and rehab together. Well, C had other ideas! I tacked up, hopped on and led out...
Ethan and 'Chips'

Carats "I hate ponies, let me bite him"
Me "Stop it C, get on with it"
Carats "Fine, I will plant and eat then"
Me "Grrr get on, stop stuffing"
Carats "Sod that I will kick him then"
Me "No you won't, just walk forwards and stop being a tw*t"
Carats "Well Screw You, if you are going to make me go forwards I will grab on and try to run away from the pony"
Me "Oi, stop it and WALK"
Carats "How about boinging up and down on the spot... passage? Sideways jogging and flinging myself around... are you having fun now Mum... NO?!? Well now you know how I Fuffing feel leading that STUPID pony"
Me "Fine, shall I get off, we will walk back and I will put away the pony and we will try again... alone"
Carats "Thats all I wanted Mum... luuurve you really"

Carats 1.... Me 0....

Wednesday, 28 May 2014

Sorry Bad Blogger!

So sorry, it has been a while since my last blog!

We have been having a lovely time and myself and Carats have had some wonderful hacks- in all only of course.
C in the little chip turnout x

I have managed to shroud myself against the PSD issues for now and have just been enjoying him and trying not to worry. Today however is a BIG BIG day... it's rescan day. We are now six months post diagnosis and six months into his rest and rehab programme.

I have no idea what scans will show, I hope of course for improvement but worst case scenario is that it has got worse. Either way, by the end of today we will know a lot more.

Please all keep your fingers crossed for my lovely C xxx

Friday, 9 May 2014

Obstacle challenges and my girls

We had awesome fun the other day at the yard with our ponies. We setup a little course of obstacles with poles on the ground, a tarpaulin and cones to go through, it was something different and fun for us all to do and we are super lucky our setup allows us to do this.

Carats was quite un impressed and isn't bothered by a single thing but also not excited by it- his whole attitude was like "grow up mum" this is sooooo juvenile (as said by Jo) tee hee.

Pip (left) on Gilly and Jo on Bailey
So as promised- here are my girls from the yard, I am so lucky to have such lovely people around us who genuinely care about me and C and who also let me ride their lovely steeds!

Firstly here is Jo. She is my YO (yard owner) and has helped me lots with C. She owns two horses
Jo and Weeman
and one pony, works full time and still finds time for her ponies and her family. She has two little girls and her oldest Ellie is Ethans yard wife (they argue just like a married couple)! Jos horses are as follows: Bailey (13yr old mare). Bay has quite a interesting past record with her ability to buck and bronc under saddle and can be a very quirky mare to ride but a total pro too. She LOVES her life at the yard though and is a different horse now. Jo has allowed me to ride Bay twice now and so far so
good, she doesn't hate me and hasn't tried to deck me yet and I really like riding her, she is forward going so you can actually be quite lazy on her which suits me ha ha.

Jo also owns a huge four year old warmblood called Weeman who is a big personality and totally cracks us all up. He has an amazing ability to spring off the ground with all four feet sideways if something spooks him... needless to say I do NOT ride him tee hee!

Finally there is Rambo- the tiny shetland with the big attitude! He belongs to Ellie and the kids love grooming, hugging, and occasionally riding him.

Ellie and Rambo

Next is the lovely Pippa, she owns two horses. Gilly is a sixteen year old ex racer and has the kindest, most laid back disposition. I have had the pleasure of being able to ride Gilly whilst Carats is not being worked and he is just the kindest boy, I feel very safe on him and he remind me a lot of my darling C. Pip also owns a mare called Dottie, now as lovely as Dots is she is not the easiest for poor Pip, along with her suspicious nature and napping under saddle she is quite a challenge, however this was a mare who had been given up on. Pip now has her hacking out everywhere, doing fun rides and even the odd show and dressage lesson!

Dotty out with the bloodhounds

Anyway, thats my girls, I am super lucky to have them both. They are my little yard family :)





Wednesday, 30 April 2014

The Good, the bad, and the rainy!

So a few highs a lows over the last week or so with Mr C.

He is as jolly and bright as ever... in fact even more so! He has recently be entertaining us with his acrobatic moves in the little chip paddock. Its amazing how high he can rear and I am still giggling about the fact that every time he feels fresh and has a little buck he farts at the same time!

The low at the moment is he is back to restricted turnout. With the recent rain we have had it has changed everything back again. The small chip paddock is saturated and too wet for him to go on for long as it will wreck the chip and the fields are too slippery for him so he can't use those as either turnout or to for us to hack on. It means he is now back to an hour or so in the chip and hacking up the track and back. I am so frustrated by it as movement is key to his healing and strength and even through his stable gives him extra freedom it simple isn't equal to being able to potter for five or six hours a day.

I have upped his in hand work with more long reining which he is becoming a total pro at and ridden work. I have started to introduce a little leg yield in walk plus transitions and.... a little bit of trot! He is still being lovely and forward in his ridden work although as always (its just how he is) he still has the tendency to drop off my leg and forget what he is doing. Interestingly I haven't once carried a stick with him since he has been back at work and can honestly say not once have I missed it. I wouldn't get on him without one before whether it was a jumping lesson or a short hack up the road now leg just has to do!
Carats and the fabulous Equilibrium Pad

The three of us at our little yard (Myself, Jo and Pip) have invested in an equilibrium back pad for the horses. Its a fabulous piece of kit and Carats is having is regularly on his back. I know with PSD horses as they have had pain in hinds they have nearly always got sore backs so I am hoping with this along with the fact he has now been saddle free for six months his back is having a good chance to rest and rebuild muscle without the restrictions of saddles and boosted by a good back thumping a few times a week.

Oh I have also just realised I have not properly introduced you to my lovely yard friends Jo and Pip! With their permission I think my next post will be a little intro to them and their ponies.

Wednesday, 23 April 2014

Hmmm?

So I have spent the last month hmm'ing and haar'ing. Some days C seems to be fantastic and others, not so much.

Our first group hack!
The bad bits, he quite often 'rests' his rear legs when standing tied up or chilling out. I also think he has has to adjust weight a lot to pick up his front feet when I pick them out etc.

The good (I think) bits. He has been lovely and forward going to hack out, he has now had two group hacks (yippee) which have been wonderful and he has strode out like a total dude. He is also willing to stretch and soften over his back when hacking and long reining which is lovely to see.

Also he has had a few yee-hah moments in the wood chip pen, bucking, rearing and pansying around like a youngster- he thinks he is hilarious!

Generally he seems to be feeling well, however I know that does not mean that he is fixed at all. To be quite honest in my heart or hearts I don't really believe his scans will show any improvement. But a girl can hope.

This month I will up his hacking and introduce a teeny bit of trot so we can get a good view when we scan of how much if at all we can push on.

It was his 15th Birthday last week and to celebrate I took him for a nice walk and let him scoff some lush grass- food is his life so he wouldn't have wanted it any other way! He also got some new hi-viz leg wraps, a snuggy fleece and a box of treats. Fingers crossed to lots more birthdays together :)

Anyway, he is being a spoiled brat lately, kicking his door, digging and head butting people for food.... typical C! Lovely to ride though of course :)

Oh... and LOVING this weather!

Carats Birthday Walk & Hand Graze- yum!

Wednesday, 2 April 2014

New Views!

I am over the moon that our fields are now dry enough for Carats to walk on. The first field (which I always walk the woofs in) is dry along the edge by the river and it means C can have a change of scene.

We have been into the field for walking and grazing twice now (in hand) and he has been brilliant each time. Quite excited (for C) but good.
Our first field trip! Can you tell how wired he is!? lol

I led him out today with Ethan riding and apart from grabbing huge gobfuls of grass at every
opportunity he was fantastic- he was very happy to change his usual scenery and walked out very very well. Ethan had a whale of a time and he really trusts Carats so although he is absolutely tiny on C he is really happy up there.

Hopefully I can ride C in the fields soon, at the moment I am sticking to in hand work as if there are any slippery or muddy bits we can avoid them but another few more weeks of dry weather should mean we can hit the grass tracks!

Really pleased with my dogs, pony and son today- they all did good!

Saturday, 29 March 2014

Good as Gold

Well of course, Carats is living up to his name (Orions Gold) this week and has been as good as gold. I have ridden a few times and he has been fantastic, lovely and forward (for him) and soft and responsive.

I have avoided the hack that upset him last time as I think the direct walk away from home and then directly back didn't help so instead we have gone that way but then turned back on ourselves, then turned again, then looped round etc. Not only does it mean he isn't going directly away then towards but also the changing of directions etc keeps him listening and thinking and he enjoys that oh so much more- I end up with a much jollier pony at the end of the hack. I love the fact that when we get back I can just hop off, drop his reins and he follows me back in.

My little boy (human version) is now on Easter holidays so riding will be much more difficult over the next four weeks but I am hoping to escape for the odd evening to take him for a spin and in the meantime he will have to be a lead rein pony for Ethan and any other children who might be around.

As with everything in life Carats had taken to becoming a kids pony quite happily. If it wasn't for the fact that he dives on every piece of grass he can find he would happily take them off lead rein too. He is such a kind boy and is such a happy, inquisitive character!


Tuesday, 25 March 2014

Lovely Living

Carats continues to be loved and spoiled. We had a visit from a fantastic horse lady/ behaviourist Catherine http://www.equinemindandbody.co.uk to help teach us a little more about why they do what they do/ body language and where and how we can use clicker training and positive reinforcement.

My boys fantastic stable/ courtyard
I spoke to her about Carats pawing, door kicking and mugging. Firstly of course he hardly displayed the behaviour during the visit but I got some good information from it. The main thing is that it probably isn't a cognitive choice for him. He doesn't think- 'OI I want your attention'. More likely its a habitual behaviour that has sat with him over the years. We can look forward to help preventing this behaviour twofold. Firstly avoidance, so if its a time I know he will paw then distract him before the behaviour begins with something like scatter feeding or his treat ball etc. If the behaviour is happening then ignoring it totally is the best tactic plus paying him attention when he isn't pawing or kicking (extinction).

We also looked at the clicker work I was doing with him and Catherine picked up on some habits I have from training my dogs that are negatively affecting C with his frustration during the session/
after. Firstly I am holding food in my hand and its easier for him if I reward from a bumbag so I have changed this, secondly I was feeding super fast as I would with the dogs, she has suggested I slow this down as it will keep the session and learning less frantic, finally he needs a clearer visual cue as to when the session starts/ ends as he gets frustrated that he isn't sure when we are and aren't training and just wants to keep going. So I now make a bigger show of putting on the treat bag/ getting clicker etc. He is super bright though and picks up new behaviours very quickly!

Generally she was very happy with it all, she thinks the setup is superb and we have lots of new training ideas for the ponies. It was a superb session and I really feel like it has helped with my understanding of my wonderful Mr C :)

Heres to lots more fun training sessions ahead!

Monday, 24 March 2014

Pretty Perfect Pony

After our rather exciting last hack I thought I would just crack on this week with a few more rides. It is Ethans last week, this week (before April holidays), so it's now or not for ages.

Carats was much happier today and had a lovely groom and was fab to be tacked up. He of course was brilliant to ride and was really soft and relaxed across his back, I am hoping thats a good sign that he is more willing to use himself properly and therefore maybe, just maybe feeling better in his back legs. I also think the Bowen treatment plus using the massage pad has helped him.

He is really enjoying his turnout and we have made sure there is plenty in the wood chip paddock for him to do. He has a big pile of hay on the floor plus a hay net at the other end of the paddock. He also has his treat ball at times, a field lick, toys etc. He still loves his stable and is always ready to come in but I think the paddock is better for him as it promotes more movement and therefore blood flow which is all good.

Fingers crossed for dry weather this week as would love to be able to ride him once or twice more this week :)

Friday, 21 March 2014

Rodeo Ponio

It's been a lovely few weeks with Carats he has been really happy and I am pleased with his progress.

My wonderful friend & YO Jo has finished off the wood chip paddock so he has been having a few hours turnout each day and we have been slowly upping it so we can aim for full days by next week.

On Monday we had our second hack ever (in our usual head collar and bareback pad) and he was angelic, I really felt connected to him and we had a lovely forward walk, some great halt transitions and a really brilliant time. I could 'whisper' at him, soft leg on- forwards etc.

Carats and his buddy Rambo!
He had some hand walking and a days rest and today I decided to hack him again in Louisa and Rambos company. He was quite unsettled today being groomed etc which is unlike him but I cracked on regardless, you know you sometimes think you should really listen better to your horse, well I didn't! I jumped on board (bareback pad & head collar). We were fine at first and then he got quite reluctant to go forward, I realised I had lost Louisa so we stopped for a graze, he happily shovelled grass down his gullet, we then turned around to head home and he was on a mission! As he is still rehabbing, I wouldn't let him trot so he got grumpier and grumpier until he ended up trying to keep jig jogging sideways with the grumpiest feelings ever. As we got closer to Louisa and Rambo he got more grouchy and as I still wouldn't let him trot, he had a total toddler tantrum! He stomped his feet, he swished his head around and bucked. This is the time I thank god they have manes to grab hold of as the bareback pad offers no support- so grab it I did, and sit up I did (thanks Jules C x). He soon got over himself and behaved impeccably for the last part of the ride, I don't think he was impressed with my laughing at him. Silly Pony!

Anyway, he is hilarious. It was not pain related, just silly spring behaviour I think, and as he was so amazing Monday I am not at all worried. Its very our of character for him to behave that way. He pulled towards every big grass field we passed so I think he had a yearning for a hoon and I felt sad I couldn't let him. He had giggles and a big pat as always when we got back even though I told him I was trading him in ;)

Today I am appreciating that horses, dogs etc are all living, breathing, thinking and feeling things and that they have their own thoughts, feelings and opinions. My ginger one makes me smile every day!

Wednesday, 12 March 2014

Back on: Bareback

Today was an exciting day, I got back on Carats for the first time in nearly four months!

I have been slowly working him a little harder over the last few weeks, trying to build him back up without too much pressure or stress. He has been walking out in hand, some days with side reins or long reining etc. As part of his rehab I needed to get back on board and we decided to have a short hack up the track together.

Hacking Out (The Natural Way)
Louisa was with me just in case, but of course it is Mr C- he is just the best! I honestly trust this horse totally so had no qualms about using basic tack. Kitted out in his bareback pad and a head collar we were ready to go. We don't have a mounting block at the yard so I just lined him up next to a flatbed trailer and hopped on- I think he was a little surprised at first that I was on him rather than leading him but he was so happy to be back in work.

He was fantastic, forward but totally and utterly as safe and dependable as ever. How many horses could have four months off with box rest and be completely sane to get straight back on with no gadgets or gizmos. He strode out with purpose and listened to everything I asked him to do. My goodness, when you dispose of all our little human gadgets like saddles, bridles and whips it does make you so much more aware you how you ride! It's fantastic practise for me using just my seat and legs to ride with and Carats loved every minute, especially the grazing stops en route!

We also continue to play with the clicker training which he really is immense at, he has learnt bow and targeting now. He is also getting some turnout each day which is just magic for him. The (correct) turnout is so imperative to his healing as the movement helps with the blood flow. At the moment we need to wait for some fencing to be repaired and then hopefully by next week we can up it to half a day out in the wood chip and then the week or so after that he can be out all day yippee!

Finally we have been using an Equilibrium massage pad on his back which really helps free and soften his whole back, its a great piece of kit and he adores wearing it.

The downside of getting back on him is that I miss him even more, I am hoping against hope that we can fix my ginger pony. Come on big red... x

Friday, 28 February 2014

Marching On

So today Carats had his front shoes put back on. His feet were starting to show signs of sand cracks returning and he was still quite sore walking on any kind of pebbly or stoney surface. I spoke to the vet and was happy to be led by him. He said that if his front feet were getting slightly sore on surfaces then he would be loading more on his rear and putting extra pressure on suspensories. Added to this is the fact I would like to get back on him soon for short hacks and do not want him struggling at all. He walked out in his new shoes today and was soooooo happy!

I also spoke to the vet about plans forward and he is really happy with what we have been doing with him. Carats has been walking out in hand at least once most days, we tend to try to vary the route but there is not much we can do at the moment in the wet weather as have to stick to concrete track. We have however been paddling most days and Carats likes to soak me which both he and my friend Louisa find very entertaining. Now his shoes are back on we can push on and start to do some longer walks up and down the tracks.

The vet has also talked about the benefit of turnout. Unfortunately we don't have anywhere to turn him out at the moment as the small wood chip paddock which he was supposed to be using is too wet to put anything in. Luckily I have a fantastic support system at my yard and my friend Jo who owns it is doing all she can to help with my rehab with C. She has put new fencing up across the riverside to make it secure for him and is ordering some more wood chip to top it up. Hopefully we think with a little dry weather and topped chip he should be able to get his daily turnout soon. I am in such a fab place for myself and C. We have a lovely agreement at the yard where we all help each other with the day to day stable slug, and I think its a very special situation. Theres no record keeping of who's done what for whom, everyone just does what they can for each other and I feel so lucky to have made new friends and for us all to be able to help each other out :)

Today I am feeling blessed, I have a happy pony and lovely friends- thanks guys, I appreciate all you do x

Sunday, 23 February 2014

As old as you feel...

Mr Carats has had a little turnout over the last few days. He has been super happy and even had some naked time in the sun!

He played with me for the first time on Saturday, made me laugh out loud with his antics and even though I was cautious because of his PSD it was lovely to see him being so silly and feeling young and well.

My friend has kindly leant me an Massage Pad for Carats and I have been using it on him daily, he absolutely loves it and I am hoping it helps his back a little as it's still quite sore, we think its due to the PSD and I hope the massage pad helps, nevertheless C loves it!

Roll on Spring and the start of hacking- eeek!

Sunday, 16 February 2014

diverting from the path

So... I am hoping that I don't offend with this post. It is aimed at no one in particular but just a general post and something that is close to my heart.

It's about positive training and behavioural science in general.

Lets look back to the "Olden Days' children were seen and not heard. If they misbehaved or stepped out of line they were beaten or severely reprimanded. Did this work? Yes it did, the children may have been somewhat robotic, lived in fear of their parents and were scared of thinking for themselves but it worked. As time went on we found that there were better ways of bringing up children. Kindness, love, rewards for good behaviour and consequences for bad along with firm boundaries were the key.

Years ago, when i was fourteen years old I got my first dog, she was probably the most loyal dog I will ever own. Back then very little was known about using positive reinforcement in dog training and everything I was taught and therefore used on my lovely Jasmine was punishment based. Dog's who didn't listen were branded naughty, dominant or rude, we were even advised to have Jasmine PTS by Border Collie rescue as she was 'food aggressive' (resource guarded). Despite my horrible methods I ended up with a kind, sweet and genuine dog. Luckily she was a very confident character so despite the collar pops (yanking dogs collar if they pull), shoving her bum down if she broke her wait, scruffing her for growling etc she still was not fearful or aggressive towards me as she got older. Did the punishment methods work? Yes to an extent they did. Did I enjoy the training? Did Jasmine enjoy the training? No resolutely not. We ended up Ok in spite of what I did to her. Don't get me wrong she got treats when she did things I wanted but I still used a LOT of punishers.

Pretty much EVERY dog trainer at Crufts etc were using aversive training (punishment based methods) to get the responses they desired. If the top handlers were doing it, surely it must be right!

As the years went on dog training progressed, we learned a better way of doing things. We started to use what we knew about behavioural science to train our dogs using Positive reinforcement and Negative punishment and consistent boundaries and rules. We built better relationships with our dogs and had a true two way street. We learnt that 'dominance', pack theory, and 'rude' and 'stupid' dogs were basically a load of twaddle. It was just about finding the correct rewards and appropriate punishment. When I say punishment I do not mean hitting or hurting I mean withholding reinforcers and using time- outs effectively. Instead of labelling dogs dominant we found out what was causing the behaviour, was it fear? Pain? We then dealt with that issue using counter- conditioning and rewards. Please realise that rewards don't necessarily mean treats, it could be praise, a hug or a game of ball.

Did I look back and feel guilty at the way I treated Jasmine? Hell Yes! But I did what I knew at the
Cesar Milan- happy dog?
time. I was a fourteen year old girl being led by top trainers and they in turn were teaching me in the best way they knew. As soon as I found a kinder and more scientific way to train I changed route quickly and happily and have never looked back. We now view trainers who use punishment as 'old fashioned' and hope that everyone is open enough in their own mind to see a better way to train. Don't get me wrong, in my roles as a parent and as a dog owner I do use positive punishment and usually feel terrible afterwards. Shouting at Ethan or shoving the dogs of the sofa is not how I want to be... I am however only human so hey- every now and again (ok maybe a bit more than that) I slip down the positive punishment route!

So that brings me to present day and my relationship with Carats. Since being n the equine world I have been constantly amazed by the HUGE amount of positive punishment used with horses. Most trainers and owners still use positive punishment over reward based training. The same excuses are used that were used with dog training all those years ago. "But it doesn't work with this type of animal". "Treats make them nippy" etc. Horses are branded as rude, dominant, aggressive etc. We moved away from this with dogs over TEN years ago, so why oh why is the equine world so far behind. If the horse won't go through the puddle or stand still at the mounting block you should firstly be asking why BEFORE you begin any training. If they simply don't understand that they should then why punish them for moving? If they have had a scary or painful experience by the block then punishing them for moving will only make it worse. If they find standing still boring then you should look at the original training and ask yourself why they lack value for that and find a way to add it! Horses are an animal like any other, they do what is reinforcing for them and fear is even MORE relevant than it is with a predator animal like a dog- so why are we punishing fear? We KNOW that punishment doesn't help overcome fear.

Imagine the one thing you are most fearful of. Lets say its heights. Someone forces you up a two storey building and tells you to bungee jump off it. To them its not that high but to you it may as well be the empire state. They drag you up there and stand behind you with a cattle prod. You might be so fearful of heights they might even have to shock you a few times but eventually you will jump to escape the pain, will that make you any less fearful? No, you jumped but the fear has probably now been made worse. Next time they might not have to cattle prod you as you know the pain will come if you don't jump. The fear ISNT GONE it has just been masked. In fact next time they do to drag you up the building you might just run before they can catch you.

Now lets take another approach, I approach you and say I know you are sacred of heights and I accept your fear. Today I want you to stand on the mounting block and jump off. You do so and I take you out for a nice meal- you think huh- all that reward just for that- easy! The next day we move to a slightly higher step and so on. Now ok, you are probably never going to overcome your fear totally but you are probably going to feel a darn sight better about trying!

Horses are generally fearful, they are scared of the plastic bag that looks like a predator in the grass and the puddle that might drown them, is it correct and right to punish it? Would you punish your dog

for that? Your child?

So called 'bad mannered' horses. Why do they have those bad manners? The horse that nips for treats? Is that created by training with food? I very much doubt it, its probably had a history of being inadvertently rewarded for mugging and nipping and therefore continues the behaviour. I know my dogs don't get rude with food because I use food to train them, they are rude with food if they have been treated for doing nothing or been fed scraps from the table or stolen dropped food on the floor. In fact the treats for training helps them LEARN food manners. Horses learn the same as ANY other organism- they do what gets reinforced and stop doing what doesn't!

However, I am fully aware that I probably won't have the 'perfect' mannered horse, the same as my dogs aren't either, I like a bit of sass and personality. Yes my dogs can be naughty and cheeky but they are happy. Remember the Cesar Milan clips of his dogs walking behind him with their ears  back, the unsure approach to food. Standing still because they are too scared of a reprimand to move. Yes the 'pet owner' they might think they are perfect. To me thats the last thing I would want from my child, dogs or horse. To live so much in fear of making the wrong choice that they just shut down. Personally I don't have the time or inclination to train out every 'bad manner' that Carats shows, as I don't with my dogs. Crack on with your naughtiness Mr C- I love the sass!

I do however believe in learning and moving forward with training, horses are still very much a learning curve for me and I speak to as many people as I can about they opinions on training, I value every opinion and idea as it helps to teach me more and understand people and their ponies. We are trying to organise for an equine behaviourist to come to the yard and teach us a little more. She seems lovely and follows the basic and scientific principles of learning and behaviour modification with common sense and experience thrown in. I am looking forward to learning from her very much and I think it can only help build on mine and Carats relationship.







Friday, 14 February 2014

Grumpy Guts!

Today Carats had his second Bowen treatment, it was a fascinating experience and he went through some major physical and mental changes during it.

C in a relaxed moment!
He switched from being grumpy to nearly falling asleep to being incredibly grumpy again and actually biting Karen- not aggressively but he left a big bruise (sorry Karen)! Anyone who knows Carats would know he just isn't like that but he had left the building a bit and was totally spaced out. Karen was sympathetic with his responses and didn't treat him for too long today as she could see he wasn't sure what the feelings were. He also got incredibly itchy, Carats just doesn't do itchy usually so that was odd!

I went up to see him again later in the afternoon and he was still a bit antsy and unsettled but given a few days I am sure he will feel so much better. I felt really bad for Karen!

Soooo school holidays now- always tricky but hopefully we will have a few good weather days for some nice walks.

Fingers crossed for a less grouchy lad tomorrow!

Thursday, 13 February 2014

New Challenges

Carats: "Morning Mum.... Morning Mum... MUM... MUM... MUM... OK IF I KICK THE FLIPPING DOOR WILL YOU LISTEN.......... MUUUUUUM"......

Me (eventually): "Stop being rude... Morning Handsome how are you today... kiss kiss..."

Carats: "Ok stop now, can you just let me out this stable to stretch my legs for a bit"

Me: "Ok then, come and potter about while I muck out your stable"

C: "Oooooo whats this then"....

Me: "Carats STOP THAT put the pitchfork down"

C: "Pah you're no fun... Ooooo whats this? Oh my rug, I wonder what it does if I stamp on it"

Me: "CARATS leave that alone, play with your treat ball"

C: "Treatballs are for pussys... Oooo I wonder what this purple box is, I think I will pick it up and throw in on the floor... WOW thats awesome, a toy full of toys'!

Me: "CARATS leave my grooming kit alone... NO DONT STOMP ON IT".

C: "Bah, you always ruin my fun. I hate you"

Me: "Are you a little bored by chance? Lets find a new challenge today"...

Soooooo a short while later....

Me: "OK Carats welcome to long reining, let me just attach these reins to that, get you all ready and we are away... Walk On Carats... 'click click' WALK ON CARATS"
Just like us today... tee her

C: "WTF ARE YOU DOING WOMAN... why are you behind me... want a cuddle"?!

Me: (wriggling the reins behind his bum) "Walk On Carats"

C: "HUH?!?"

Me: "Ok follow Louisa and Rambo out the gate, Walk On Carats"

C: "Ok, the gates open, you are behind me but not on me, that funny mini horse thing is leaving the yard... Is this a trick"

Me: "Come On it is NOT that difficult... just Walk On.. forwards... just move forwards waaaaaa"

C: " Shall I just walk forwards"?

Me: "AT LAST there you go... GOOD BOY"!

C: "WHY THE HELL DIDNT YOU JUST SAY THAT... stupid humans"....


ha ha ha- brilliant day with the ginger one... ps once he got the idea he was FANTASTIC, he loved it and was super proud of himself for figuring it out! Good Boy Mr C! :)




Wednesday, 12 February 2014

Go with the flow

Water, water everywhere...

Well, why can I say except when will the rain stop! In fairness we have been some of the lucky ones and our yard is still flood free, however the fields and footpaths are not fairing so well.

I really feel for the farmer who's crops have been sitting under water for weeks now and the horses who are having to cope with little or no turnout.

Carats hasn't been to badly affected but as Jo's horses are now grounded in the big wood chip paddock and the small wood chip paddock is too wet for any turnout he is effectively stable bound. Luckily the relaxed atmosphere and setup at our little yard allows him to wander around the stable block while I am doing morning stables and his walk out helps to. However our favourite walk of along the footpath towards the canal is now completely underwater and inaccessible. Now we don't mind a little wade but it is literally flowing and we would have to swim through it. That means that we have a route of around the barns and up the main driveway which Carats finds incredibly boring and monotonous- as do I. However we don't have much choice so for now its the same old trudge each day.

He continues to have plenty of stimulation in his stable with carrots in haynets, bread rolls hidden in places, treat ball and likit (as a special treat). He certainly doesn't seem bored and is always happy to go into his stable.

Fingers crossed for some dry weather and we can start to increase our walks soon!

Tuesday, 11 February 2014

Chin Up

So today I am feeling a little blue about the whole thing.

I went for the most wonderful ride this afternoon in the sunshine at Greenham Common on Ghillie accompanied by the lovely Pip & Dottie. We had such a great time and I can't wait to go again, Ghill was so good and nice and forward today too, I am so, so, so, lucky to have something to ride at the new yard and appreciated it a lot.

Tonight I sat down to sort my FB profile out and came across the photos of when Carats first arrived with me, looking through the comments and shots, the excitement and hope from first arrival all came flooding back. I have stayed and will stay positive about the PSD diagnosis but feeling very blue tonight. I MISS riding my boy and am very sad that there is a good chance he might never be sound enough to really just ride through the countryside again, I love riding but I really love riding my ginger man and am missing that time with him,and feeling blue about all the hopes and plans I had.

Chin Up however and things could be so much worse, he is happy and well and I am enjoying getting to know him and his cheeky ways more every day.

Friday, 7 February 2014

Action Plan

So I have been trying to make an action plan for C as it all felt a little stagnant. I have had lots of advice and we have decided on the following.

To continue with his rest period throughout all of February with his walking out daily and limited turnout when weather etc permits.

In mid March we will start to up his exercise and start working more on rehabbing with longer walks, some long reining and eeeek a little ridden work but only in walk of course.

Throughout Spring and beginning of summer we will do longer and longer walking hacks hopefully by then the ground will be good enough to hack him around the farm and though the fields.

Beginning to Mid Summer (ish) we will rescan. I think this will give a true indication of whether there has been any improvement. If there is improvement we will see whether we are able to introduce some trot work back, if not, well I am not sure on that one yet, lets wait and see.

So, this is the plan! Today he got spoiled with some Bowen Therapy from the lovely Karen. He really enjoyed it and I am hoping it will help with his sore back. Karen does a minimum of three treatments so she will be back next week to continue on with this. I will try to remember to get a photo next time!

Onwards and Upwards!

Thursday, 16 January 2014

Rain Rain...

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day.
Little Johnny wants to play;
Rain, rain, go to Spain,
Never show your face again!


Well I wish it would go away! We seem to have had week after week of rain now and everything is constantly wet, the dogs, the ponies and especially the paddocks. Even the wood chip is too wet for Mr C to be turned out on at the moment so the poor boy is having to stay in.  He doesn't seem to mind but the movement and blood flow is great for healing, a few hours pottering around a paddock would be ideal but we just can't risk him slipping and hurting himself again.

He is behaving very well being led out in hand each day, bar trying to drag me over to every green clump of grass to stuff his face! His feet are toughening up more each walk and he loves standing at the edge of the fields looking out at everything going on.

His clicker training is ongoing and I will try to get some more videos soon, in the meantime here is a photo of him enjoying a rare spot of sunshine- what a handsome ponio he is! 

Friday, 10 January 2014

Naughty moments

My lovely boy decided to be a total monkey last week. He has been going out in the big wood chip paddock and happily pottering with Rambo or munching hay. Last week he decided he was feeling a little fresh and went out there and had a hooley with Rambo! Running around and bucking was NOT helpful to his healing and rehab grrr!

Luckily he was easy to catch and followed me back in the stable, meanwhile Ram wanted the game to continue so cantered circles around Carats bucking and head shaking, it was quite funny but worried me with Mr C.

Since then I have not turned him out there much, only when I can watch him carefully in case he is feeling fresh but each time he has popped out there so far he has just pottered with Rambo or had a roll, so far so good!

He has also been a bit footsore, the farrier is coming next week but I have started trying to walk him out on harder surfaces but not pushing him for too much pace at the moment as it huts his feet. Instead we have been playing shadowing games on the flat concrete and he has been really enjoying that. The idea is that he has to pay total attention to me while leading and match my pace. I walk really slowly and he has to copy me then I might stop and he does too, then we speed up, slow down etc etc. He definitely had fun with this today.

My boy is doing really well and is still totally chilled about the box rest, just a mega dude- I hope it continues!

Wednesday, 1 January 2014

Farewell 2013: Eyes Forwards!

So I have bid goodbye to 2013 and looking back over the year its been an interesting one for me. Of course Carats came into my life and I had the most wonderful few months riding him, arriving in May was wonderful timing as we had day after day of good weather. We did dressage, SJ a little xc and even a fun ride. We walked, trotted, cantered, galloped and jumped. I started to get to know my boy. Of course I then got the news about his PSD but far from this being the end it was just the beginning of our new adventure.

Since moving yards I have been able to be much more involved in his care, I adore seeing his naughty, nosey face every morning. I love learning more about my lad and being in a situation that allows me to do so. He is a huge character, he is cheeky and pushy sometimes but has an incredibly sweet side and when he grants me with one of his nuzzles I can't help but smile.

We have now finished the shockwave therapy and start the long rehab road. Who knows what 2014 holds, he may never be sound enough to gallop through the countryside again but I have hope for him yet. My ginger boy is a fighter and I pray I can help him on his way.

Although I no longer sit on your back, we ride out with our souls. Love you my ginger boy x