Six Months, Fun, Frocklicks and Oh F**k!

So here we are, Carats has been with me around six months and has already changed my life and given me so much. Sadly now we are not in the place I had hoped but more about that in a bit.

I started looking for a horse in the spring of 2013 and viewed a fair few unsuitable ponies! Finally my friend Katie found an advert for a beautiful chestnut gelding who sounded like the perfect schoolmaster. After going up to view him I was pretty sure I had made the right choice, especially after I fell off him while trying him jumping and all he did was stop next to me in the massive open windy field and wait for me to get back on lol- he was my man!

Carats: Arrival Day!

Fun & Frolicks!

Carats (aka Orions Gold) arrived with me at the beginning of June and we cracked on with having some fun. I did my first dressage competition and my first fun ride with him and he was a superstar at both, polite yet fun, what more could I want. He proved himself to be a true schoolmaster and knew his job whether it was dressage, jumping or hooning through the countryside.

I made sure he was cared for and he had visits from the dentist, physio etc. The physio picked up on some soreness in his lower back and we gave him some rest and massage treatment to help him and didn't think too much more of it.

We continued to play and I felt like my relationship just got better and better with this lad. I remember one of our last hacks before the lameness appeared he made me laugh my head off....

The Galloping Field

We had  gone to the field that we usually use for a good canter/ gallop and I wanted him to have a good burn. We trotted all the way down the field a lovely punchy trot and as I turned him around to canter him up the track I thought yep- we should get a good one here... off he went, nice steady canter first, then I squeezed him for a little more speed, nothing... kick, kick... nothing... tap with the whip... still nothing: Lazy monkey! So we trotted back down the track and turned him again ready for a canter back up, this time I was ready to give him a big smack. As we turn i put my leg on and he is GONE, all of a sudden my little ginger one has decided he is a racehorse ha ha! I take a little pull to steady him for the turn he steadies and uses the corner to grab hold and accelerate up the track tee he he. As we get to the top of the field I was giggling my head off at him and he had decided he was tired now and ready to pull up. He then spooked at everything all the way home as he had tired himself out. Boy he makes me smile!

Oh F**k!

So a few weeks later, I noticed that he was starting to feel really hard work on a hack, he had a few days off then we popped him on a lunge. He looked obviously lame when trotting so we gave him a few weeks total field rest. We brought him back in quite slowly but as soon as he got back to trotting in a circle we noticed he was lame again.

The Vet was called out and ended up having to Nerve Block both hind suspensories to see him sound again. We suspected this time that he probably had suspensory issues but needed XRays and Ultrasound scans to confirm.

A second visit confirmed the diagnosis that Carats was suffering from PSD (Proximal Suspensory Desmitis) I can honestly say that I didn't take much in that morning, i just kept thinking poor, sore broken pony :( It all made sense, his (more than usual) reluctance on going forward recently (well after the cheeky incident above), his lower back/ sacroiliac pain and he had also been grumpy with the farrier bout back feet being done. Part of me is annoyed and upset that I didn't click sooner but I think realistically I know Im not to blame and that not many people would have made the link. I have also discovered that his insurance won't pay out so everything would be from my lovely, supportive (thank you my angel) husbands pocket.

A few days later when I finally got myself together I called the vet and left a message for him to get back to me. I researched the web, talked to some awesome friends of mine who have had experience of PSD and when my vet called back I talked through all my questions. I came away feeling much more positive as I had a plan and a goal and although it will be a long and emotional journey I could get things sorted in my head.

The first issue was that Carats needs box rest and individual, limited turnout. The lovely yard that I am at has no spare boxes at all, and on the budget we now had to look at I wouldn't be able to afford for him to stay here even if a box could be freed up. I also wanted him as close as possible to home so that a few trips a day to him plus weekend visits were manageable and fuel wouldn't cripple us. I still am feeling a little tearful about leaving as not only is it run by one of my best and most knowledgable friends but it's also where i learnt to ride and where i have met so many awesome new horsey friends. I will miss you all so much but hopefully will be back up to visit often.

So today I am making plans for him to move this weekend, Katie is kindly moving us again and he is going to the most wonderful, friendly and perfect little private yard less than ten minutes from home. I have some lovely friends who run it who are aware of Carats problems and knowledgable and supportive. Carats has a wonderful stable with its own small outdoor area plus space he can get private turnout. It is also on a private farm so he can walk out in hand safely and avoiding mud or too many deep surfaces which can be detrimental to his healing. I have also had the offer to ride out with one of the girls on her little TB which is immensely kind... i hope she doesn't change her mind when she sees me ride ;)

Next week he will begin shockwave therapy combined with steroid injections into the affected area. He will be on box rest and strict turnout combined with some short walking in hand for around three months, following this he will start walking over poles etc then onto trot work all in hand until we can get back to being under saddle when he is ready. It will be a long process but most importantly I will not rush it but I must keep him moving gently as I feel too much muscle wastage will be detrimental to the process. Hoax my little dog went through a spinal steroid injection followed by kitchen rest and months of slow and controlled rehab- a year on and she has won a championship ticket and qualified for Crufts without a day of lameness so I am hoping with the care I can give him that we can get to a comfortable place for Carats too.

Today his shoes came off (under the vets advice) so my boy is now barefoot and I have been shopping for stable toys, slow feed hay nets (he is a pig) and some awesome 'Back On Track' quick leg wraps all in a bid for a sound and happy ginger pony.

So, we come to now. Changes are ahead, I'm scared and nervous but feeling positive that me and Carats might have a riding future together. A long and emotional journey lies ahead- bring it on!